be right back (but only for a visit).

I dont like where im at. i keep telling myself that im not satisfied attending this mediocre-college &doing mediocre things. I've said it so much that now I've convinced myself I_Gotta_get _out! &nothing is wrong with that. At least i dont think so- Only! when I get frustrated i run home! I attend school 2 hours up the road so naturally I come back every weekend- at least! Instead of exploring other options, i just go home.

Lesson: If you can help it, never put yourself in a place of discomfort, especially if there wont ever be resolution. In other words dont fight a battle you never intended on winning. Thats just wasted energy. However, that doesnt make it ok to retreat to where you feel safest. Find a fight worth FIGHTING! Its too easy to settle in safety. I want more &I have every intention of going to get it. So im going now...